Victim
I need to stop playing the victim
Stop acting like I don’t understand
Comprehend
Especially when it comes to you
Should’ve known that you was up to no good
Realized it so I should’ve kept it moving
Don’t know why I let you get to me
Probably see… a boy who wants to be a man
Who really wants to be loved, to be good
Instead he be bad
Tired of playing the victim
Cuz that shit ain’t cool
Just wanted to show you the goodness
My heart ain’t larcenous
Could never hate you
Despise you maybe
But never hate you
Something ain’t right cuz everytime I leave
I come right back
Back to the pain
Wonder if I’m a sadist
Or if you’re just the fakest
Something ain’t right I tell ya
I really wanna bail on ya
Cuz I’m tired of you
And the shit you take me through
Fuck you
Cuz dude you ain’t the only one around
The only one in town that wanna fuck with me
Got niggas from NY, NJ to Overseas
Could’ve been married, working on my second seed
Instead I wasted my energy
On a waste of space, a lost case
Someone who couldn’t or wouldn’t believe in me
You used me, more than once
Should’ve listened when everyone said the ship had sunk
Couldn’t believe I let you get me again
Cuz this time, I’m not playing the vic
This time it’s over, it’s fin
Ya punk ass bitch!!!!!
October 22. 2007