My Future Husband: Where are you?
People like Justin Timberlake with his “Until the End of Time” bullshit
And Beyonce’ and her “Crazy In Love” hit
PISS ME THE FUCK OFF!!!
Got me sitting here wishing I had that shit
Got me asking questions like: Where is my future husband?
Hell, you lucky in this day and time if you can get an honest, gentle, straight, sane, un-abusive man that will commit
Let alone a husband
See let me paint a picture of the man I see in my dreams:
Chocolate skin, about 5’10”, maybe 6’4”, in his eyes I can tell he adores…
Me, when he smiles my whole world is alright
When I awake, his eyes are on me…
Sometimes I fall asleep listening to his heart beat and yeah our hearts are in sync
His eyes bore a hole in my soul so he knows…
Me like a book
Can tell me what’s wrong with me before I do
He loves me in spite of any and everything
So giving…God-fearing and he prays with me
Tells me there is 3 entities in this relationship of ours: He, I and God
He’s my rock in hard times and ALLOWS me to be his
He ALLOWS me to love him and that makes him beautiful to me
No where near weak but he holds onto every word when I speak
Captivates me cuz the way he walk, talk, dresses, thinks and communicates is so sexy to me
So genuine, he loves me through space and time
Strong brotha but he doesn’t have a chip on his shoulder
Never plays into my tantrums, just hugs and kisses my forehead as he puts me in my place
He never lies… only truthful and real
But still… he’s only a dream
I’m tired of dreaming and scheming
Wish I could get me one of those “Maxwell” brothers…. A man who knows “A Woman’s Work”
A Luther Vandross brother… A man who knows that “Here and Now”, I’m where he wants to be
A Keith Sweat man…Who understands there is a “Right and Wrong Way” to love a good ass woman like me
Lord let him be intelligent and humble
Let him love me despite ALL my flaws
Let him treat me like his Queen
Like he’s the Adam to my Eve
Treat me like I’m his “rib”
Like I’m everything on this on this earth that gives him strength
Hell yeah I’m PISSED!
Why? Because he’s damn near impossible to find
But I know he’s not all in my mind
He’s got to be out there
But I have yet to find him
I know he won’t come when I call
But when God calls
When God thinks I’m mentally, spiritually, and physically able and ready to receive him
He will no longer be my dream
But my reality!
December 11th, 2007
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